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  I have a very loyal friend to accompany me in times of joy and sorrow my best friend was named Lina.Kami friends from elementary school to sit on the bench until now. Once I was sitting in high school I got so many friends one Dita and Light . Not only those who became my best friend but also Tama . He was a humorous man , he was also champion and he is also friendly to everyone . I'm friends with him from the beginning of school sma mos . My first impression of him or her , he was a funny guy and mysterious . Mystique that he kept hidden behind his glasses . Time passed and the day kept changing . At first I was just a casual friend who has a curiosity with nature . All of it stems from exactly seven months ago in November. We are often told by text message , a lot of grief and love stories that I tell him or her . I ask a lot of questions for him . From kesukaanya to reason he took off his glasses when he is outside the classroom and at home . In fact he gave me so much advice " Do not change yourself just because it is not important " . Unfortunately, to our approach and persahabatian paint gossip and rumor stating I love it , but between me and him there is only a rope friendship . Rumors that scene in kalasnya . Dozens of my brief message did not get a response from him . Worse yet we do not accidentally meet each no sedikt smile on his face and not a trace of the word uttered in the sweetness of the lips . There is only a blank stare , but beautiful . God I'm confused with what to do . Honestly I'm forever sad if me and him to be this way . My heart hurts like a thousand needles in puncture . I beg you God do not take my best friend . You can take everything I have but do not you take my friend . Because friends think it is very meaningful in life . If I may ask at MU . Return when his best friend like the first time I knew him . I just wanted to if I later met him I could see and hear the sweet smile of greeting word red lips . Sometime it happens that obviously I will always make it my best friend . I'm sure it's all going to happen .. The clock is ticking so is my hope that the longer lunturkarena behavior. I realize maybe it all happened because of my fault too . Which at one time write apology sentences and words that I do not want to cut the rope silaturami in my frendster . He was told by his friend that I made ​​him stress . even in my surprise , he said, to not interfere with each other though equally delicious . In fact in my little heart I just wanted to connect with her silaturami rope . I was saddened by what he said , which makes me sad , why friendship that begins well should end up like this . One year on from the incident . Now I have to sit in class two sma , I will not be in his class . Among us until now there is only silence and pretense. I start from what happened yesterday can only pretend not to know him . Actually, no one knows from one year ago I was suffering from last stage of brain cancer . The doctor also stated that I just can survive 2 months. I was only pretending to be healthy in the presence of all the people referred to him . Because I do not want them all to be nice to me due to mercy . Time of my life is getting narrower as a result of my cancer disease suffered. Until one of my long hair when plots of land - land runs out and I had to run a wide range of therapies from a doctor . Due to the circumstances of my shyness . I decided not to go to school . And ask for help to the schools and teachers to hide the reason I did not go to school because of illness . One time 2 days before the first birthday . I accidentally went to one supermarket to look for gifts for her at the time when I was forbidden to go and release impus . But with my hard efforts to woo mama , finally I was allowed to go but to be shared virtual brother . Finally after a few hours we found a suitable gift for all my friends that is a dark blue jacket . When we return to the house in the middle path . We met with Tama to my surprise I lost consciousness at the same time . I just realized from pingsanku while in the hospital . I looked around my bed there is my beloved family who was crying and that makes me surprised that there is room in Tama that brought red roses . Tama arrive up to me and he said with a smile " this interest to you. Hope you get better soon and I'm sorry for the upset and disappointed . You maukan forgive me and be friends with me again ? 'I can only say haltingly " I maaffin you why . I 'm sorry and happy birthday my friend yes " . Finally, the angel of death came up to me and I'd end life with a smile . Because at the end of my life my friends around me.